Aggrevated and Frustrated

I have been waiting for my HIV medications for almost 2 months since my approval from ADAP which is sponsoring my HIV medications.  I have only recieved the notice saying that I was approved buy no set date when I was going to recieve my medications.  The last time I saw my doctor I she wanted to know was I taking my medicatoins and how were they affecting me.  I couldn't tell anything because I have not recieved my medications.  Im becomming more and more aggrevated.  I feel like Im being made a fool of and not taken seriously about my diagnosis and how bad I want to get well.  My doctor says that I will begin to feel better after I take my medications.  I have not breathed from my nose in almost two years.  I feel like I have a sinus cold but none of the cold symptoms.  I am constantly having heartburn and acid reflux all the time.  I can feel my health slowly slip away from me everyday.  I have applied for disability over and over again and they are not taking me seriously.  They send me letters to call them and they ask me annoying questions as if all the information that I gave them are lies and I feel like Im being treated unfairly.  I just want to feel better and breath normally again so I can enjoy the rest of my life.