My Meds are working.

Today makes a week that I have been religiously taking my meds.  The first few days were hard because my body had to get use to them.  At first I was sleeping all the time and I couldn't eat anything cause I felt sick.  Since eating is something I like to do.  I ignored the nausea as much as I could so I could eat.  Although my medicines are suppose to make me depressed and have strange dreams I haven't had any strange dreams or felt depressed lately.  Other than that I have been fine.  I take my meds every morning when I get up and I try to keep myself busy by walking and playing with my Fat Dog Ceaser.  Since I really don't have any friends in my area that I can hang out with Im usually wandering around the internet between facebook and myspace.  Occasionally I go to porn sites.  Yes!  I like porn what man doesn't.  I have to get off sometime.  My partner woke me up Wenesday morning for some with sex and he wanted to help me get off but It was a losing battle.  I could get up but I couldn't stay up.  I tried so much that I gave myself a headache.  Now I am use to my meds and I eat properly.  I so excited about my next blood draw and doctor's visit.

The only thing that I can think of that I want to do is move from here and go with my partner to Oakland, CA.  Goose Creek, SC is just too small and there aren't any jobs here for me.  Everytime I go somewhere to apply I feel like Im being lied to.