Depression

I have a minor form of depression which I take Paxil for.  I have taken it since 2001.  Taking it helps me keep my emotions under control.  I can keep them organized and managed so much better.  My husband passed away in February of 2009.  When this happened I lost my insurance and now it costs me $70 a month for my paxil when it used to just cost me $25.  This past week I have gone without trying to save some money.  I have noticed a huge change.  I am easily frustrated and lose control of my emotions so much quicker than usual.  I never really realized how much it helps me stay in control of my life until this week.  After I post this I'm going to go and pick up a prescription because I'm tired of not being in control.  I hate feeling down at the drop of a hate or feeling euphoric at the snap of my fingers.