Every other week

WeLL ONCE AGAIN MY BOYFRIEND IS THROWING ME OUT. HE REALLY ISNT MY BOYFRIEND WE DONT HAVE SEX OR DO ANYTHING TOGETHER. HE IS SELF ABSORB INTO HIS HOBBIES. AS FAR AS THE SEX GOES FOR ME I FEEL BETTER HAVIN IT WITH NO STRINGS ATTACHED. LOVE DOESNT EXIST. SO NOW I AM TRYIN TO FIND A PLACE TO LIVE THAT I CAN TAKE MY DOG. HE IS MY PROTECTOR I NEED HIM. NOT TO MANY PLACES WILL RENT TO SOMEONE WITH A ROTTY. PLUS OF COURSE MY BOYFRIEND WANTS ME TO PAY HALF THE RENT AND BILLS FOR THE MONTH AND MOVE OUT.  SSD DOESNT GO THAT FAR. I DO SEE MYSELF BEIN HOMELESS IN THE FUTURE. I HAVE NO REAL FAMILY. HEROIN ADDICT THATS ABOUT IT. I CANT BE AROUND THAT CAUSE AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I WANT TO BE NUMB. PLUS, THE BIGGEST REASON I HAVE THE DOG IS TO PROTECT ME FROM HIM. I KEEP THINKIN OF SELLING ALL MY STUFF AND BUYING A NICE TENT AND MOVIN TO FLORIDA. THATS THE ONLY WAY I CAN GET OUT OF THIS MESS I AM IN. WELL NOT THE ONLY. JUST NOT TO THAT POINT. NOT SURE IF I CLD. OH WELL! POOR ME GOT ME IN THIS SITUATION, HOPEFULY IT CAN GET ME OUT.