two aye em

.::yawn::.

Have been able to spend some time this week with my mom since she returned last friday evening.. decorated holiday stuff around the house, and spent all kinds of time outside decorating with lights, and trying to make things special for her this year. it is also a rough time of the year without my grandmother, she's recently passed.. and her birthday falls right after the holiday on the 2nd on january.. then my moms birthday on the 4th.  

She's been really run down..

yet- such a rockstar, and up and moving around going to work all day long like nothing is going on.

Heard back from a few of the doctors at the mayo clinic for my mom;

and a test result stated she had a mild heartattack, or something happen to her heart

(of course; im always the last to know of the correct details)..

..In the inbetween time, i had been sick most of the weekend, and early week.. today is the first day i've felt not so bad..

man i thought my head was going to roll off my shoulders it felt so heavy and stuffy.

I'm out of medication; refills; and office visits to my doctor.. yeah- it's going to be a loonngg holiday!

It's two aye em .. and i'm so exhausted i can't sleep.