Confused about this illness

I was diagnosed with mixed connective tissue disease in July 2009,I am severely fatigued,have small rashes on different areas of my body and the flu like achiness in my legs at all times especially when I am lying down.I don't really have a good Rheum because she is never making eye contact with me she is always in the computer and when she is done typing she tells me I will see you in 4 months this is the second Rheum I have seen and neither has been very pleasant.[:'(] My ANA was 1:320 dual pattern homogenous/speckled all other test was neg.I was put on Plaquinal/Pednisone now Exoxac because I went in with severe mouth inflammation (very dry)lips were swollen very badly because of this.So I just wanted to vent Hope all is well with everyone.

Thanks

Sweetart