I've been asked "What do you want for christmas?" ...I really want a massage and my haircut/color!! ..but i'm thinking inside; that I really want to NOT sleep through christmas. kinda like that animation holiday movie "the bear who slept through christmas" THATS how i've...
it sucks when all you wanna do is curl up in a ball, and let everything fade away.. numbing yourself from everything. when; at the moment.. you feel it's the best thing in the world is to sleep, watch tv, surf the web all day long, pick at your skin.. anything to surpress feeling alone, or absent...