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half brain 40 Male

Location: WOODINVILLE, WA USA

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Its always wierd talking about your self to no one . I guess it a form of therapy. All my life i have had a situation happen in my life or a challenge. I am a strong person thtat has some what learned to live with it ,but have broken down at times. its nice having friends and a husband that can handle it. Sone times. eheheh hahaha I beliewe only teh lord can handle all my situations in life. He is the one that has given me the strength to get by day to day. I have been sitting here at the computer for a few minuates scared to write this down. its true but scared that some one will read it and know and tell some one more than who i have told.. It was like on oprah the other day. I was molested as a young child then it went into a bit older. As a child i tried to tell but got very scared and never tried again until i was 19yrs old and my father has past and mom handled well. she plamed her seelf but i told her she didnt molest me. It was hard to tell cause it was family members my age that did it. repetativly. boy and girl. I thought i was gay for such a long time due to this and at times i think i still want a girl.,but i would rather be with my husband. He is a good safe man. Every game as a kid at the familys house was bout sex and playing with each other and having sex. When we moved out of state away from them i was soooo grateful to God!!! I thanked him alot. Very sad when they came to vist i was pisit. Soon after there visit we moved back to oregon and it didnt happen any more yea!! but i was actiave and wanted it from everyone. children where shocked. You what haa ok or no go away. I didnot have sex again til i was an adult after that. (20ish) I had such bad learning disability it sucked. I got flunked out of school in the 1st grade. I dont even remember the next year i had to do the 1st grade again. Funny. Im a person that rembers everything. hmm I as teased , made fun of my hole life due to learning skills and my obsity in school.. I was a big girl. I ate to deal with all my peoples. I learned to talk to people but they really didnt want me to talk just for me to listen. hmmm that was hard thing to do. i accept it as a adult now. heheh growing up with all challenges it was hard i ate alot to deal with things and accepted anything some one did to me if they wanted to be my friend. drugs, verbalabuse, ignore., ect. everything that says i hate you but i took it so i would have a so called friend. I do not accept it now but i did in my 20''s. and begining 30;s I worked at the state hospial and worked with mentally ill adults and elder and children at times. One group i worked with was criminal adults that have not yet been to jail yet or been tolld what was going ot happen. Hard sight. Well one day i got attacked and a man kicked me in the head and it caused some bad head damage. I have siezures now. I had to have surgery to stop the bad ones but the small ones are not stopping. I cant drive and i am trying to do some work by my self. start my own business call Helping Hands. Just as so many people have helped me during this time in my life. My husband is a great help and needs to be rewarded for all he does for me. He is a great man. I love him. I wish we had more money to pay bills so he would not get so stresse dout. hmm lord help us there.

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I belong to Medicare	Overall Satisfaction

My overall experience was:	not at all satisfied	very satisfied
Doctors:	limited choices	a lot to choose from
Specialists:	limited choices	a lot to choose from
Cost:	not at all affordable	very affordable
Customer service:	not at all satisfied	very satisfied

harborview medical center in seatle washington for head troma They have helped me soooo much and stood by my side and expained alot to me and my family repeatly

Start Date: 09/01/2007 End date not specified		Recommend: YES