.::yawn::. Have been able to spend some time this week with my mom since she returned last friday evening.. decorated holiday stuff around the house, and spent all kinds of time outside decorating with lights, and trying to make things special for her this year. it is also a rough time of the year without...
it sucks when all you wanna do is curl up in a ball, and let everything fade away.. numbing yourself from everything. when; at the moment.. you feel it's the best thing in the world is to sleep, watch tv, surf the web all day long, pick at your skin.. anything to surpress feeling alone, or absent...